As I reach for your hand most nights, you do not even realize I am there….. You ask me if I love you, and I do. TIMES 1000. But stop asking me, and read my actions. Insecurity pushes me in to depression. It gives me anxiety. I am your family, if you let me in. I will be here for you always. You had me at hello
A penny for her thoughts…
May 17, 2012
Life Changes
March 27, 2012
I tend to only blog when I am scared, bored, sad, or some other shade of emotion. So it would only make sense that I would blog when I am totally happy right. Things have changed so much for the positive in the last month. I am truely grateful for all my 2nd (and 3rd) chances. I have a feeling that this chick is going to be whispering a different tune this year compared to last! 
One Step Closer
February 12, 2012
To my destiny…. one step closer to my heart of hearts. Lord protect me as I return to my love…. and protect my heart as I take my guard down again
Cali….. here I come…. hopefully soon
February 9, 2012
A blessed Angel is going to help me to return to Cal IF orn IA next week….
You are making me feel your LOVE
February 8, 2012
I know you are still reading my blogs…. I know things are messy between us…. but this week you are def. Making me feel your love
Virgo Feb 7 2012
If you were to step into a sailboat, lie back, and let the wind take you where it will, you might very well wind up enjoying some beautiful scenery, soft breezes, and some interesting people. Then again, depending on what the skies have in store, you could also wind up being caught up in a hurricane, get soaking wet in a downpour, and meet some rather desperate and angry people. That’s the risk. But if you take control of the rudder with an upcoming choice, Virgo, you can steer your way to a happy place of happiness and abundance. Be the master of your destiny.
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Where I would like to be…. Just saying
February 7, 2012
Missing …….
February 6, 2012
What a busy weekend…… time for bed for this broad.
Missing Cali…..
Missing her…..
Missing friends…..
But thankful for new experiences…. and to be helpful her in Vermont.
What a weekend…….
February 5, 2012
So I talked with E and we ironed out a lot of things…. I think I will be going home soon.
Got plastered last night. Enough to make me not want to throw up ever again. Wont be drinking for a long while. More details to come
